After that incident, it shameless for me to cry, scream and question you. If i could go back to that incident, i would have left. And now here i am again. Financially i wont be there. If you could betray me twice why should i be there 100%, trusting you, chasing dreams together when we both are not in the same page. While you are trying to get her attention, praising her and be there for her. I was there seeing the bigger picture for us, for our future. Back then to be honest i felt worthless at that point of time. You make me feel horrible about myself to this marriage. After my mentality stable, i talked to myself why did i ever felt that way, it was all wrong. I did my very best for you, and to make things easier and better for us.
Furtheremore, I am impress with the betrayer of his action to this marriage. this lesson will make me wiser. And i am ready for this incident to happen again. Because, u have done my part and my best to this marriage. I dont deserve this.
